But the octopus of my nightmares continued to haunt me night § day. Then I suddenly realized that this octopus wasn’t necessarily evil. It only created These nightmares to be finally seen and to be valued. So I named the octopus Kai and I took him to my safe inner place in the ocean. It is a safe inner place for Renate-the adult woman.

From this place we saved the inner children that had suffered the abuse and we created a safe inner children place for them (green with blue horse)